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The Secrets of Katie Zurin
by Jolie Howard
Spring 2003
The smell of frying eggs reached into his dreams and
turned him right side out.
Sunlight drenched the lower half of the bed in a golden glowing pool. He
stretched, joints popping in protest. His jeans and shirt lay neatly over the
back of an old-fashioned rocking chair.
Washing his face and grimacing at the roughness of
his day old beard, he
noticed a tiny scratch low on his neck. A close look at the inner side of his
elbow revealed a similar puncture. Not a dream, not his imagination. Her desire
for his blood as real as her unchanging face, as real as her ability to deduct
his most intimate secrets, and as real as her continual presence in his life.
Let it go, he told himself.
His wrist, when freed from the elastic bandage, felt
stiff but not sore or
tender.
A quick search of the medicine cabinet yielded a
razor and shaving cream, as he
knew it would. His mother had nothing over Kathy — Kate — when it came to being
prepared. He shaved and showered and, after dressing in his own clean, dry
clothes, followed his nose back to the kitchen.
Hash browns, ham and eggs, buttered toast with jam
awaited him.
"No worries about cholesterol either?" he commented
between bites.
Kate smiled. "You humans worry about the most inane
things."
The bite stuck in his throat and it took several
gulps of milk to wash it down.
The shadow of sadness staining her eyes gave mute
testimony to her clear
reception of the thought that had choked him.
"You're not human?" he grabbed the question by its
thorns and quit dancing
around the fact.
"Defining human as what?" she asked rhetorically.
"Are we
Homo sapiens
? I guess
not exactly. More like
Homo sapiens viraran
. A subspecies, if you will allow me
the freedom."
"Viraran? I've heard the word before." The word
echoed in his ears. "What's it
mean?"
"Umm, that's difficult." She dropped her chin to her
chest thinking. "First, I
should define arvir and arviran. Arvir means a lord or master because of the
rights of blood. King by privilege of birth." She glanced at his face, and
continued when he nodded his understanding. "Arviran means the people of the
rights of blood. T'arvir means not lord. Something lesser but still having
rights conferred by birth."
"Okay, I follow. How about viraran? The -an ending
still denotes the people.
Right?" he asked, catching on.
She nodded. "The syllables are the same. Vir and ar.
By inverting them the new
word means the opposite of the original word."
"So t'arvir and virar are the same thing?" he
ventured.
"No. Not negation, invert the meaning." She blushed.
"We had no rights of
birth. We are the slaves of the blood of kings."
"Wait." He needed a breather. "What language is
this?" It had no relationship
to Latin.
"T'arviran because arviran, the master tongue, was
forbidden to us. We were
considered pets, toys. Trainable but relatively stupid."
She wandered out to the living room and he followed
with another question.
"Where did t'arviran originate?"
She murmured something like 'Pay dirt' while gently
moving a brass tablet with
an acrylic cube to the low coffee table.
"Huh?" he asked.
Kate put a finger to her lips and pressed her palm to the top of the cube.
The cube glowed and a slightly static sounding music
began. A flickering figure
appeared about three feet above the cube, dressed only in a diaphanous veil
tied around her hips. A woman, too thin but beautiful, moved to sounds that, to
Michael's ears, sounded like an uneasy mix of harem music and acid rock. The
dance held no artifice or deceit. Frankly sexual, it had been designed to
intrigue and to seduce. He had never seen such a pornographic sequence of
movements.
He walked to a different vantage point, the image
stayed accurate in three
dimensions. Suddenly with a burst of static, the picture changed. A different
woman sat on a window ledge, looking out. This image also appeared
three-dimensional but the picture disappeared at 180 degrees. Michael realized
suddenly the picture stopped where the wall holding the window would be. He
sunk onto the tiled hearth, knees shaking again.
The woman spoke casually, gesturing freely. Her hands
would caress her own
skin, or comb languorously through her golden brown hair, though the effect was
of a cat's self-grooming rather than a sexual connotation.
"What's she saying?" he asked.
"I can't speak it, but the translation my grandmother
gave me says she speaks
of lying, how to hide knowledge from the masters, even during sending."
"Sending?"
'!'
Send felt strange, like the opposite of anesthesia.
The sensation resembled an
extra layer of thought instead of its absence. He received a picture of a world
full of people wearing earmuffs. He laughed.
"We don't listen too well?"
"No, and many not at all."
He glanced up at the woman in the video. "Who is she?"
"Our Moses, our Abraham Lincoln. She led some of us
out of slavery and into the
dubious ecstasies of freedom."
"Dubious?"
She shrugged. "There were some who wished to go back,
even now the sentiment
will resurface occasionally."
"Why?"
She touched the top of the cube and the picture
vanished. "Marran said leaving
slavery would give us freedom, never specifying we'd be free to fail as well as
prosper. I think it had to be difficult in the beginning. They
didn't know how to survive. Farming, child rearing, hunting and trade were
completely foreign concepts. So many decisions foisted upon people who had
never made one in their lives."
"They made the decision to leave slavery when offered
the chance."
"No. Marran forced her arvir to decide who would stay
and who would go." Kate
put the tablet and cube back on the shelf. "She recognized only the danger of
staying. The arvir had become addicted to us. At some point they would
exterminate us, or play with our genome again."
"Wait. Your genome?" He thought he'd misheard. "From
where in God's creation
did you come?"
"Your God had no part in our genesis, though he may
have designed our distant
forefathers."
"Huh?" A picture started to form in his head, but
obligingly disappeared as he
pushed it away.
"We didn't evolve on Earth. Some early humans were
kidnapped and genetically
engineered into viraran. Marran won our release and we were returned a few
millennia ago."
"Alien abduction?" He started laughing and his
laughter went on and on. She had
taken him hook, line and sinker until the part about little green men and her
Joe-Bob tales of 'sex-shue-all' experimentation. Her look of patient confusion
instigated a fresh spate of hysterics.
Finally with a look of complete disgust, she left the
room. He heard the sound
of her bare feet on the stairs. Subduing his laughter, he followed. Her bedroom
door was locked.
"Come on, Katie. Don't be angry. It's just too
trite," he said, swallowing the
fresh gale rising toward a poorly timed outburst.
He heard the click and, when the door stayed closed,
tried the knob — open. The
windows were unlatched and she stood on a landing just outside.
"Trite? What makes this history trite?"
"All those stories of alien abductions — come on."
The breeze from the wooded
yard smelled of pine.
"Your damned human legends." The ice of her eyes
chilled her voice, "Tell me,
Mr. I-refuse-to-be-fooled Beiler. What makes one legend more believable than
another?"
"Evidence!" he exclaimed, leaning on the window frame.
"What hard evidence do you have of the identity of
the self-proclaimed Son of
God, your Christ? What evidence do you have of the accuracy of the Big Bang
Theory of the universe?" she scoffed. "You simply pick the things you choose to
believe. You need no evidence."
She stepped up on the skinny railing, causing his
throat to constrict with
concern for her safety. "Evidence, Michael? How's this?" She leaned over
backwards and performed a pretty walkover. "You know I'm at least your age."
She hopped down. "How many forty-eight year olds do you know with my
flexibility and balance?"
She placed her hands on either side of him, her arms
blocking his way. "You
deny any evidence which disturbs you, or endangers your idea of this world's
singularity." Her eyes flashed, the gold sparkling in the oblique sunshine. She
nuzzled him. "Break free, Michael. Unless you like the feel of my teeth in your
jugular." He jerked unsuccessfully, surprised by the strength of her grip.
"Don't fret, I'm sure there are plenty of 134 pound
women who can immobilize a
188 pound man."
"Katie don't," he pleaded. Afraid again.
"Don't what? I can't possibly be what I claim to be,
because legends are only
clever fiction. Right?" Her arms tightened around him, and the feel of her lips
on his skin made him more frightened. "Wrong, Michael. Shall I send you a
dream, of a raft on a lake? Oh, but telepathy isn't proven either." The send
entered his imagination as her teeth slipped into his neck. As quickly as he
had been snared, she set him free.
She stepped past him into the sitting room and said
in a hoarse whisper, "Most
legends have basis in fact. Whether you acknowledge the truth is not relevant.
I know — from where I came, and of what I am."
He touched his neck, a tiny smear of blood. He
suspected she found it difficult
to turn back from a feast once the blood had touched her lips, but she had. Was
the violence of this little demonstration distasteful to her alien code of
ethics?
The sound of water running located her for him. She
drank from her cupped hands
— handful after handful.
"Kate?" He wanted to apologize for laughing at her.
Her eyes met his in the mirror. "Go away. There's a
television in the den off
the living room and a computer. I'm going to go for a run. We'll talk after I
shower." The warning rang out as clearly as if spoken. Stay away until she had
regained her composure. Her anger needed an outlet. If she were pushed anymore,
he would serve as well as anything else — maybe better, considering he had
triggered the eruption.
He heard her light derisive laughter behind him as he
stepped out of her room.
"Just for laughs, Michael. Check out the Hollow Earth Theory. That'll fry your
pudding a little."
Fry your pudding, whatever that meant. And it did,
the strange contradictory
evidence pointing to the lack of an earth's core being one of those things that
have no place. A little puzzler certain to make one say 'huh?'
She hadn't come looking for him by lunchtime, so he
ate some leftover salad.
Maybe she slept in a coffin during the day? He snorted and wandered into the
living room. An opened bottle of beer sat on the coffee table, still cold. He
glanced around, enjoying the scavenger hunt. The stereo system had a note
hanging from it. An envelope labeled:
'Michael',
'Drink the beer. Push play. Read my note. '
K.
One Heineken, as prescribed. The music started and he
settled onto the deep
sofa. He dragged one of the throws over his feet. She had chosen a Kansas CD,
the one with Dust in the Wind, and Point of No Return. College music. She
intended
to help him remember, he realized. The music itself started no memory
cascade. The Polaroid fell out of the envelope, Katie and him. He looked at it
a minute while finishing the beer, trying to place the moment. No good.
Unfolding her note, the beer began to take effect. No
not the beer, whatever
she put in it. Her saliva, he thought with a laugh, gave a new twist to
spitting in someone's beer.
Michael,
Between the music, the beer, the photo, and this note you'll remember enough to
keep you busy for a while.
Katie
At the bottom edge of the paper two words had been printed in block lettering
instead of her normal barely decipherable scrawl.
THE GAUNTLET
Heat flowed into his face. The Gauntlet. God, what a
piece of chauvinistic work
he and his fraternity brothers had been. He remembered — and it felt like
yesterday.
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