The apartment within the House of Peidra overlooked the inner
atrium gardens. The perfume of the early evening's blooms wafted to Marran's
sensitive nose, clearly proclaiming the hour and Dothan's unusually belated
homecoming. Travel guests, she supposed. Important ones, or official visitors.
Her arvir had no reason to discipline her; therefore his delay had another
explanation. So she waited and dreamed of the days long past.
    The nursery. Mattan's warmth always closeby. There had never
been a time when he hadn't been. She couldn't have imagined there would ever be
a time when he wouldn't. She recognized others left the familiar series of
rooms, but always together. The caregivers were always kind if coolly distant,
t'arviran.
    The crèche. Mattan played, always nearby if not beside her. The
radius of her world extended no further than her playmates, and the strange fun
games the managers showed them. Having no frame of reference, Marran realized,
and only a vague understanding of the passage of time handicapped their minds.
The small tasks set before them held no challenges -- only prepared them to
better serve, enhancing empathy and aesthetic appeal. The managers discouraged
curiosity and exploration of intellect by withholding food or affection.
    Intent alerted her, and the door opened. Snatches of
conversation reached her acutely perceptive ears. High speech, meant not for
her hearing then, but projection indicted thirst, and a desire for the oblivion
of intoxication. Dothan's annoyance and his craving for solitude reached her
clearly, his companion unwelcome but tolerated. A familiar visage flashed in
her inner eye, mother's brother Tvaren. He enjoyed Vadir wine also. She added
the second goblet to the tray, and quietly entered the salon.
    Dothan's eyes tarried in perusal of her, and he nodded absently
as she presented the tray. Sipping the wine, he indicated acceptance with a
quick hand gesture. Marran served the visitor. The argument continued in High
speech, not intended to be understood. But in the manner of subjugated beings
of all societies, nothing openly discussed could be kept secret.
    "I have nothing but contempt for Selia. Contract with her?
Why?" Dothan retorted.
    "You have nothing but contempt for any of the prospectives of
your entire generation. With whom and when do you plan on propagating? With
your pet?" Tvaren scolded.
    Dothan glanced at Marran, frowning. But in contrast to his
expression, he projected only covetousness tinged with the usual longing.
Anticipating his next movement, she held forth the tray and his fingers found
the exact sweet he preferred.
    "How much does she understand of High speech?" Tvaren asked.
    In the manner of masters of all such societies, Dothan
confidently replied, "Nothing, unless I project."
    His uncle snorted. "You are naive, then."
    "My far removed grandfather engineered them, Tva. Viraran are
exactly as Rohon designed. They have bred true for six generations."
    "Have you heard the rumors? Higher addiction rates, suicides,
and what of Malon Gotram?"
    "What of him? He bought a virar and is quite happy with him,"
Dothan said. Marran placed herself within his reach, and his hand sought out
its accustomed place on the back of her neck.
    "You haven't heard? Malon is dead… Murdered! I saw the site
myself in judgment."
    "By his virar? I don't believe it!"
    "No, Dothan. By his own daughter — for possession of the pet,"
Tvaren said, projecting the scene clearly, willing Marran to send to his nephew.
    "So she is unbalanced, still nothing to do with viraran
addiction." Dothan refused the send, glaring at Marran. She desisted
immediately.
    Tvaren stood and paced the room, pausing to admire the
obliquely illuminated garden below. "There are twenty-seven breeding males of
your generation in the house. Only seven have progeny. None of those seven keep
viraran."
    "Your point?" Dothan ran his fingers through Marran's hair. She
felt his irritation dissipating in the mindless repetitive habit.
    "All of the twenty who have delayed choosing contracts keep a
virar."
    "So? Perhaps we merely prefer the companionship without the
constant bickering and contractual coldness of marriage." Dothan remained
steadfast in his refusal to grasp the older man's implication.
    "Of my generation there were thirty-five. Five never
procreated, the others limited themselves to less than three. The birth numbers
are dropping, if it continues at this rate, Arvir will be extinct in six
generations."
    "You blame this on the viraran? The endorphins of each are
tested at puberty and several times a season. I tell you, uncle — there has
been no variance in the concentration or toxicity. The birth statistics are a
blip, unrelated to holding viraran. They cannot change. Their genetics are
static. Viraran cannot mutate."
    Tvaren looked at his brilliant but completely headstrong nephew
and laughed. "Then perhaps you test the wrong species. They are stagnated, but
are we?" He drained his cup, and held it out. Marran hesitated, until Dothan
released her hair and imagination.
    She took both goblets to refill them. When she returned, Dothan
waved her away. Marran settled by the window, and rested her chin on her hand.
    Peripherally aware of the ongoing argument, she cast a
projection in a seeking
pattern radiating from the garden window. Mattan had been engaged but heard her
call. She caught a glimpse of him curling around the fevered writhing body of
his arvir, and felt through his empathy Kylla's passion growing. Too busy to
share with her, now. Marran lingered enjoying the moment vicariously.
    Vaguely she felt the conversation behind her falter. Dothan had
fallen into a reverie that her touch and attention would break through when the
forgetful intoxication had calmed his tattered nerves.
    "Virar?" Tvaren called.
    She faced him.
    "Did you enhance my cup too?" he asked, stifling his wistful
desire.
    She shook her head. "Do you wish one?" she asked diffidently.
    "More wine would be too much." He glanced at the entranced
Dothan. A frown wrinkled his high forehead, his usual expression, not one
directed toward anything particular. His canny eyes peered at her. "Have you
fed?"
    "No," she admitted, the greedy need suddenly made stronger by
acknowledgment of its existence.
    He beckoned to her, and patted his knee. She projected toward
Dothan, and received only a quiet '?' as reply. She would starve longer, if she
waited for him. And Tvaren commanded the house.
    Tvaren watched her vacillate, and wondered if she realized yet
he had been asking questions in High speech, and she had answered in the same
dialect. So much for a genetically limited talent for language, he mused. Well,
they hadn't been created stupid. Which made viraran more attractive, if much
more dangerous a distraction.
    Marran had to be hungry. Dothan had been away for several days
and she tended to be a faithful sort. Many of the kept ones were. The house
viraran would take a meal when offered, as well as any order. His amusement
grew as her body fairly twanged in indecision. Wait, her mind and loyalty would
command. Submit, her inbred hunger would beg.
    Tvaren projected secrecy, and reinforced his authority. Before
the thought had been reinforced with another gesture, Marran slipped onto his
lap, softly curling into a comfortable weight and position. He could smell the
unmistakable scent of her. So familiar, but so individual. Tvaren wrapped his
arms around the slight form, remembering the feeling of holding, of owning such
a creature.
    His own virar, Kallan had died the season before. Old, like
him, her endorphins had weakened along with her health. He braced himself for
the moment of fleeting pain before the ecstasy of venom. The slickness of her
teeth in the crook of his elbow took him by surprise — Kallan had preferred the
jugular. An oily heat trailed up his arm, and his attention became entangled by
her warm brown eyes as she gratefully fed on his blood. The heat brought a tart
citrus flavor to his tongue. Kallan's taste had been more like a pear.
    The unexpected flash of warmth in his loins gratified him. No
longer fertile but still capable if the opportunity arose. Tvaren felt, rather
than heard, Marran chuckle as she caught the passing pun, her empathy enhanced
by the blood exchange. Finished feeding? How very quick and how very
entrancingly dark red her lips had become. Kallan had fed slowly, savoring, but
this one had been denied for a prolonged period. The heat reached his higher
brain functions and expanded, becoming a cooling pool. Kallan's poison had been
far slower acting, reaching his cerebrum about the same time as his orgasm
rocked his body's core. So fast, too fast. How did Dothan enjoy this meteoric
ride?
    Any lingering comparisons fled as Marran's endorphin charged
saliva flowed into his brain, and the rainbow oblivion claimed him totally.
Go to next: Part Two